You were my compass
Leading me to nowhere fast
Promises were lonely roads
I followed you down like a map

Desperate for changing, starving for truth.
Closer to where I started, chasing after you

and tonight, darling;
I won't sleep. I'm
going to try my best
& prevent those
dreams of you..

cuz I am barely breathing & I can't
find the air. I don't know who I'm
kidding by imagining that you care

Your voice is small and fading
And you're hiding here alone
And your mother loves your father
Cuz she's got nowhere to go

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway

and everytime i try to give up..
hope whispers, try one more time

when everyone is telling me ive changed
the truth is i really havent; i've just
stopped living my life their way

Sometimes you have to put walls up
Not to keep people out
but to see who cares enough to break them down

Yesterday is
already over, today sucks &
tomorrow's bound to be just as fucked up..

lets play TRUTH or DARE.
or just dare.. because nobody
ever really tells the truth anymore.

Emotion is my middle name.
I lie in bed and listen to the rain,
put happy thoughts inside my head,
but I find instead the hurting words you said

Desperate for changing, starving for truth.
Closer to where I started, chasing after you.

and tonight, darling;
I won't sleep. I'm
going to try my best
& prevent those
dreams of you..

cuz I am barely breathing & I can't
find the air. I don't know who I'm
kidding by imagining that you care

Your voice is small and fading
And you're hiding here alone
And your mother loves your father
Cuz she's got nowhere to go

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway

saying your my best friend
would be a lie
cause you're my sister
until the day i die

and everytime i try to give up..
hope whispers, try one more time

A person can get used to ANYTHING, if you give it enough time

when everyone is telling me ive changed
the truth is i really havent; i've just
stopped living my life their way

Sometimes you have to put walls up
Not to keep people out
but to see who cares enough to break them down.

The pages may crumble, the pictures
may fade, but we'll never forget
the friends that we've made.

Yesterday is
already over, today sucks &
tomorrow's bound to be just as fucked up..

when you're down, i may not be able to
pick you back up. but i promise ill be
willing to lay down right next to you<3

& just for once i want someone to be afraid to loose me

the key to individuality is to get rid of that "I'm afraid of looking stupid" line of thought..

Sunburned face and drunken step father
crying as she's carving in her flesh.

lets play TRUTH or DARE.
or just dare.. because nobody
ever really tells the truth anymore.

&& we'll rip,
our tear drenched,
photographs apart

Emotion is my middle name.
I lie in bed and listen to the rain,
put happy thoughts inside my head,
but I find instead the hurting words you said

Now I'm erasing you
Out to start something new
I'm throwing those memories
Darling, don't lie to me
Take your time, I'm only dying
Patiently I lay here dying
Inhale truth, I plead
For you're my only hope
Don't lie, don't leave
A mind set on failure
The road you chose
Tells me you love me
Choking on your fear;
You no longer see so clearly
This love that comes so fast;
Is love that fools so easily
Black out memories of you
I'll take all life from you
I'll slice you open
So you feel the pain
&Steal back my love from you

ten bucks says you'll be crawling
into bed with me… putting your
hands where they don't belong.
and ten bucks says you'll
be putting your lips where they
don't belong either. but ten bucks
says i won't say no.

you know you truly care,
when you try to convince yourself,
that you don’t

People dislike alcoholics,
but they still drink at parties.
People sit in non-smoking sections in restaurants,
but still enjoy the occasional nicotine jolt.
People have strong feelings against self-injurers,
but they also take all their emotions out on other people.

I will always hang my head,
on what you meant to me,
because I am still me.

Here's me opening my wrists
before breakfast, Christmas day,
and here's you asking if it hurt.
Here's where I choose between mea culpa
and Why the hell should I tell you?